today was a surprisingly good day. had more dollars than i thought, bought my film and made up my mind about some things. went back to school and hung out with paul oppers. made a few antlers. went to open space and talked to zoe kreye. my work is going to go in the foyer area...i'm really scared but excited. i used the last of my value village gift card and bought the sweetest pair of old lady keds...they fit like a glove and they are my favourite colour, forest green!
my aunt brought my sick grandma a few cans of "ensure". is it wrong that i really want to drink them/had one for dinner last night? fuck.
school is cool, i guess. lost 2 pounds. keep bruising myself. feeling depressed about not being able to afford film, photo paper, matteboard, etc right now. heh. various things about today made me want to barf.
field trip? no one wants to go and i don't know what i want to do. i don't want to get stuck on a bus with the various and terrifying cling-ons who populate camosun visarts. i'm sure no one would want to cling to me anyway, as i am pretty much a sour hag to all these days.